What is that happened a year ago,
seems like it was just yesterday.
Everyone is leaving.
one by one 2008 3C's are leaving this school.

Chin Yeit Yang. Ketua pertama, 3c, 08.
Alia Carmillia, Perak /Pahang, Sarawak Kl, girl. I don't know where is she born. BUt i know i'll miss her. She brought back all the 3c memories today.

i miss 3c =(

I Skipped sivik class today. I was happy, or rather just cheerful before that.
Then ivy announced that it was Alia's last day. Kahyan started it. She started crying. Which made me almost cried but then steph also go Burst , Sorry la i terpaksa burst.

ALIA!!!! ><

What seemed like yesterday:

Nadira ; Sayanggg. ;)
- I miss our songs and when we jump and run -
Philip ; Stupid dumb ass useless assistant. =DD
Stephanie ; What i use to call bitch, Cold war and then now we're friends again. :((
- I love you babi =) -
Ivy ; The emo girl that i know will cheer up because of my tissues ;D
- The countless tears. i love you also. :) -
Michelle ; Cheer girl who always go =Twilight Craze=
- Darling! i miss sitting next to you! :( -
Kah Yan ; Laughing machine
- remember how we use to laugh non-stop? ;/
Fatihin 2nd sayang ;X - Curang dengan azrie. HymP!~ LOL
Azrie - PENCURANG. LOL LOL LOL!
Raveen,; Joker,
- Mix him with PENCURANG, you'll get one hell of a BM Team against Pn, Ruslina. ;XXX

CHIN!!!! ><


Yeit Yang ; Class couple - Anim - =X
Kah EE ; My dearie popiah. =D
Alia ; Girl who first came in, i did a random 'Hie' and a new friend entered my life :/
- I won't forget you sayang :))) -


Okay i only listed the ones i/m crying for. =X

Holy crap i miss 3 C . =((

After knowing it's alia's last day, We wanted to see her, Me, Stpeh, Kahyan, Nadira,. She came out eyes wet cause of ivy. LoL

Then kahyan and steph started crying, i couldnt stand it i went laughing....

with tears. ><

Seriously laughing and crying . =.=
Damn it was embarassing when the tall tall tall tall form 3 fella came up. wtf~

I got nothing else to say but


I MISS 3C!

and

I MISS THE TIMES WE SPENT TOGETHER LIKE LITTLE KIDS

I MISS THE TIMES WE PONTENG.

I MISS YOU EVERYONE!


I nearly cried in the cab on the way home. the stupid radio was playing somehting emo-tic and i was glad the next song was Hot n' Cold. LOL

Okay okay
i';m feeling alot much much better.
Thank you =D

Love you guys loads. xD

I think i'm sad.....
i wonder why?

I feel the monday blues
On a friday...

i think of you
Wondering what are you doing

I wonder what is it that's so special
That makes me wonder all this things.

=)

I want to be a master at the english language. =DD
WATCH ME!

to those who care.

I'm always blue and sad. I just think it's normal. i nearly cried today. There's a reason behind everything but i'm telling no one. =( i'm telling NO ONE. it's a stupid thing.

fortunately i get cheered up easily, but that thing, really fucks me up, hard, and i keep feeling down until i felt no harm but i went itchy and dug it up. now i wonder what's going on. =( You feel like a roller coaster. I feel like a Shit-head bitch begging for mercy. I feel like a pms whore on a killing spree, but there;s just nothing to kill i'm a fraid.

Reasoning, Wondering, Halucinating, Imaginating. Thinking, Expecting, Hoping. All the things the mind and heart can do, yet i can't feel myself feeling the hip . it's going long term, can i live with that? Is it wise to go down this road? Is it? I need help. Muna, Eunice, michelle, stephanie will actually start asking me, what the hell is wrong with me but please dont' okaY?

i know steph wont. She's reasonable, and respectful. The part where i love her most. =D Sometimes even matured. So scratch that, she wont ask. SHe's down herself anyway. =/

Michelle would DEFINATELY ask.
Mi, if you're reading this, ii will just tell you the same thing. 'Nahh, i was rambling and i am fine.' =)

Muna, She'll text me if she dosent finish her 10 bucks in 15 minutes, or she;ll MSN me, but in school nothing bout it . It's not bad, it's good actually , it's really good. I don't wish to face all these in school,

Eunice, Oh crap i hope she dosen't read this cause she'll jsut keep saying
' Ni zuo mo!???'
i'll say ' Mei you la.. lol;
then she'll not ask anything else,
oh no wait, she;ll ask me add maths, cause she's so blurr with numbers. LOL



Okay i can't believe it. It's unbelieveable.

No wonder i hang out with girls more than i do wiht guys.
YOu people are UNBELIEVEABLE.
you people either end up going MIA online or talking about some crap i don't get nor interested in. I'm still fine with that but whenever i go find people to chat theres, none.

When i want to online i can't
when i AM online i have no fucking thing to do. My life is already depressing as it is. So why bother?
I click up on an IM window, and i said hellow, and a few dozen lines and

the reply i get was ' Lols Sup"

i mean, SERIOUSLY? AM I THAT BORING?

Or, What's worse.
Another convo, Dead convo,
Me: What you doing?
=.=: Chatting
ME : YOU TOO ARE DEPRESSiNG
omg : then what you want me do?
Me: sound more fun? * adds alot of complains*
CrapL: then what you want me do? Talk to you?

Oh my fucking god.

i have lame friends. No wonder i don't communicate well with them


.:??#»jµnjïê»#??:. Peek A Bomb and Fly =x says:
nevermind
continue what you doing la
=)
I'm not telling his name says:
-.-
come
let's open a topic


That is the lamest thing i've ever heard by someone who talks to you online. YOU KNOW WHAT?
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MY FUCK! i'm gonnna explode.
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Philip called me and i can hear rafiq's voice in the background. =.=

Oh he called me, Four times =.=
and i picked up all four times. = =


Babi boring. larh =.=

If you have a brother who dosen't go to school anymore. and stay's home online-ing from 11am,
and when you said you want to use, he'll reply you with

" I WANT TO OFF WAN ARH! "

becuase he thinks he used too long.

So it means i CANNOT TOUCH the computer. But i'm using the laptop which i personally think it will go FRY,

No air cond to regulate the temperature, and the useless fan blows HOT air. It's painfully disturbing. BUT SO WHAT? HE CAN USE I CANNOT USE?

?????????????
THAT's NOT FUCKING FAIR.

DON'T GET IT HOW YOU PEOPLE CAN ACTUALLY HAVE FUN WTIH HIM!


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Randomness kills

I went up to the new guy and said hie. O.O
i do that to the new students in MY CLAsS but not in Angsana. Seriously. -,- I feel random. okay i AM random. LOL

Note to readers : I altered the story. i'm not sure how it went. Dreams that i wake up , remembering is never nice. I don't remember my dreams unless traumatic.

Okay , It's official.
The damned-ness ,fear-of-elected-as-ketua-kawad-again Marching stress is really getting into my head. I ... i'm Screwing up. I had a dream. As in, when you sleep,it happens dream.

I had a dream. I was in school, Tuition center, And school again. It dosen't make sense.I KnOw. But it's Really disturbing. In tuition, i was holding eunice's pencil and well, i droped it and the pencil was rolling down the stairs. In effort of getting it back, i ran down the steps, attemping to be faster than the rolling pencil, And i STEPED on the pencil, sending it into a million pieces. ><


Then, i'm back in school suddnelly. It was suppose to be a Cocuriculum time. And Shukrii was making everyone march. I'm guessing all of a sudden, the school's rating fell Rock bottom, They are trying to make us march better? I don't know actually. It's a not so detailing dream. Then they Ask us to scatter around and i ended up being on the road, Watching Emerald marching, Doing a performance jig after tabik hormat. They wanted us to learn that. And i thought Whatever and went and learn aswell. Problem was, the bitch who was supoose to teach showed far far way , out of my sight. what happened was, i yelled at her HOW? and she ignored me and walkaway. After that i yelled for the second time

and here's where the plot thickens

Bitch,whore,Fuckshit, said wait. Then i Yelled at her again asking how. out of no where, or atleast what i remembered, TatWyng came Down from the stairs, And he came and tlak to me. Eunice and the rest somehow managed to do the move and they sent them away. i was the only one left.

Talking to tat wyng, i waited a little while more and then i yelled again. Then she said wait, and i said

Fuck! YOU Keep asking me wait everything i ask you how. Damn i have to stand under the sun for so long WITHOUT MOVING, which means for no reason. You asking me to wait? That's FUCKING CRAP! ....

Then a teacher's car out of no where next to her said, WHAT? REPEAT YOUR WORDS!

Then i continued talking to Tat Wyng , very pissed off, and the Level 1 Science Lab assistant came to me and ask me to go inside the pejabat, and because i was talking to TatWyng, He also kena, =.=


Wtf, so innocent. = =

Then i woke up and i felt guilty. *yes , i'm emotional*
and my phone acted up. I PLUGGED OUT FROM THE charger, And still The battery bar was moving like it's charging. - - Stupid crap! -.-

All's well, Dreams sucks.
Bad dreams anyway. Nightmares suckes evven more!. -.-
Peek a boomb and Fly. =(

Nagging.
It's really, pretty much a darn boring thing that i'm going through. The last time i went hiking, i didn't even fucking START jogging first. Now you want me to go jump through hoops, Jogging is boring to me, I rather do something else than jogging. I don't know why but that's just the way it is and your constant Speech on asking me to Jog, really isn't helping my addmath situation. I feel Sick of add maths chapter 3. Seriously WHAT THE FUCK. It's so stupid. The Damn khairol also another weird shithead. ' DOn't know what on earth is he crapping About sometimes. -_-

Grrr. I hAte HatE Hate you. -.-

I suddenlly feel like watching Romeo and juliet. I hear people cry their eyeballs out. Must be nice right? Problem is, Where am i to hunt for that movie?


OKay so i thhink chemistry and biology is suprisingly fun. =X Ohh Ohh, and history is failing me. I can't keep my brain loaded with the facts.
Accounts, It's also needs practical work, but fact is i don't take that subject in school and i can't repeat everythingelse like i do.

Omg my keyboard is making sounds. When i type. Something is Wrong with the spacebar. Squeaky sounds transmitted from keyboards are never a good sign

When i got home i was eating lunch and i saw Pink Phanter on AxN
My got Funny like hell.
I Did the most random thing i Could think if in my life. I took a piece of paper and wrote Pak Kee. yes You, pakkee,chinese name , Two lines instead of one. It looks like a bubble word, you know>?
Then i took my marker pen and coloured it in, Then i wrote TatWyng's name on it. Chinese name, and i coloured it with a yellow highlighter. =D
Lastly i wrote my name and coloured with a orange highlighter.

Eunice saw and she said' Ehh! All Lee Worh!'

out of Spontaneous-ness, i wrote Phil, Hunglam's name on the side also. And this time?
Eunice sketched it pink. LOL.

Want to see it? Go to my table. xD But don't take it out. i'm warning you .! =)




Good day. i'm tired and i do not wish to stayback tommorow! ><

I accidentally went through a Last-time-Box under the rtable and i found my stuff..
The thigns i use to do with those power ranger figurines. xD
Ohh Ohh
And a KokoCruch Fan i was, A little Rolling Stamp. =) It's so awesomely cute!. I found this. A pencil case. A hard pencil case where little children use. And i ffound my Anugerah During the Prefect + Librarian Camp. =D
The Pen And The Pencil!
=))

Thinking back, i also found something. A little Booklet. Contacts and everythings else.
I forgotten them already though. Why? cause i Don't remember them. we don't contact each other. I think i saw one of them at Martin but i dare not ask him cause i forgotten his damn name. It WOuld have been nice thou. ><

The most crappiest thing happend. ==
i think i'm stupid. -.-

FUCK MY BLARDY FUCK!

Number one. I would like to say ' You stupid FUCK' to three people. =)

One.
Raveen.
Oh My God. Raveen. I know you got 25 marks for your damned oral. SO? It dosen't EARN you the right to gloat about it. Damn you're a fucking piss off

two.
(excluding tatwyng and the rest who knows i literally hate him.)
SO , you had fun with my oh-so-unfortunate-blood-related-brother. SO WHAT? you don't need to ask me everything. you don't need to remind me that i have a brother that only i hate. WHY? Because i don't like him. I FUcking hate him. YOU want to know why? It's a long list for a start. But if i say it, you'll say 'Ohh. He so fuck huh?' But actually you'll want to say ' Dude , Chill. You sound like you very kecik Hatii. ' So that's it huh? SO it's better off not knowing. Some might know. But for your fucking information. It's not because it's annoying. It's more than that.

The point is. STOP FUCKING TALKING ABOUT HIM. YOU WANT HIM. YOU GET HIM. DON'T ASK ME. !

Three,
* applause *

The main character himself.
Okay. YOU PISS ASS FUCK!
You're older, Dosen't mean you're wiser. YOU'RE JUST PLAIN STUPID! Anyone still want to ask me why i prefer to stayback in school until i am broke, tired, and half sick? The answer is YOU. YOU ARE FUCKING AT HOME WHEN I GET BACK FROM HOME.

IT'S ANNOYING. okay? SO STOP IT! Stop being a stupid fuck . and start to blardy grow the fuck up.








Happy thoughts -----

i think i stare too much.
I think i'm starting to absorb through my nose.
i think i'm being random
i think i'm stupid
i think i wanna change schoool
i think i wanna runaway and hide from all the mess.
i think i wanna die
i think i'm depressing
i think next year they are gonna make me ketua kawad again because i only stood by the sidelines when Lester did all the work.
i think they hate me. ironically i'm related to them,'
i think i will die in pain
i think i will die early
i think i will get diabeties
i think i will get high blood pressure.
i think i will die alone
i think i hate my brother to the core that i wish he's dead
i think i will not hate my brother soon when he starts working
i think i'm tired. well i know it acutally.
i think my brother is annoying and the sound of his fuck shit voice is painfuly disturbing.
i will be mascot for amethyst this year and that's not good. becuase the theme is something i'm so uncomfortable with.




Okay they are not happy, they are obessive, sad and disturbing. so ignore me.

EUNICE GAN XIU YI YOU BETTTER COME TOMMOROW OR ELSE MY MATHS WILL DIE!

FUCK I'M SICK!!!

See la i'm sick. How to go school!?
Okay so fake.

I DON'T WANT TO BE SICK!.

*wipes Tears*

I DON'T WANT TO E FUCKING SICK!
* CRY!*

I did the stupidest thing one could fucking do. On Tuesday. IT WAS SO FUCKING WRONG WRONG WRONG WRONG WRONG! -____________-
CRY! Sick Sick. Go Away. Come again when i want you to. T_T

mother says:

After Chinese New Year only buy. Wait it drop price.

Halfway thorugh CNY

Brother says

YOU NOT SCARED BUY SO EXPENSIVE? LATER PHONE KENA ROB HOW? YOUR 1K+ GONE LA LIKE THAT. ISIT? YOU GOT THINK THAT WAY BEFORE ORNOT WAN?

Therfore, Choose to buy w 580

today mother comes home and said.

The sales guy said that phone is exticnt already..-_________-

O__________________O
WHAT THE FUCK SO FAST!
now i don't know what to buy

I want to buy walkman phone. (or similar)
And slide wann. =DD recomend. xD! fuck i don't change i see what my parents say.
No wait
no need wait
i can tell

father will say : GOOD LA. CHANGE YOUR PHONE FOR WAD!?!
if i say : Spoil dy mar!
he'll say again : SPOIL DONT USE LA> USE SO MCH OF YOUR PHONE FOR WHAT!

So?
TELL ME. HELP ME. Choose one for me. =) Comment ont he c box. =DDDD

Here's a wild thing.
I sat a taxi home last week.

And today i sat the same fucking taxi!.
With The Same DRIVER!
HAHAHAHHAha

FUCK! WHERE'S MY GOOGLE TOOLBAR CELAKA BABI SIAL PANTAT!

FUCK I HATE MY BROTHER!
FUCK I HATE MY BROTHER!

who says' w580 dah exticnt!?
I want 595! WHY my Fucking brother so banyak mulut? MENGADA FUCK!
I HATE HATE HATE YOU.
SO HANCHUNG AND EVERY OTHER WHO PLAYED BASKETBALL WITH HIM SHUT THE HELL UP ABOUT HIM ALREADY! I DON'T FUCKING WANT TO KNOW YOUR OPInION!

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Okay i know it's the
Hundreth's post today

But i can't help it. I'm so sick of my life now.

I wonder

It almost came out today. What's gonna happen in a month?
O_p Tell me. Let me out of my misery.

Fifteen. =) fearless
=)

Shit dexter . -_________-

i think i miss chin already.
=/

Okay it's hurtful.
Why?
I said bye and he didn't hear
;/

So sad i know.
LoL
So. Good Bye.
Have fun in Kedah. =D

Fuck. i hate my life
It's a lready like crap
Let alone with more crap inserted in crap.

-__-

Fuck!

I keep posting fuck for no reason
T_T

MY LIFE IS FALLING APART!
PIECE BY PIECE!
WHY IS THIS FUCKINGHAPPENING!

Number one
THis SHOuLDNT HAPPEN!
FUCK
number two

Brothers don't have fun with brother's FRIENDS!
IT"S NOT BALANCED!
FUCK IT'S NOT SUPPOSE TO HAPPEN!

okay maybe some siblings do make them happen but mine don't,. It's NOT BALANCEED! it's NOT RIGHT!

HANCHUNG CHANGE DATE! CHANGE IT CHANGE IT! NO MORE FRIDAYS! i'm so unconfortable with it. Fuck! why they like basketbal!? T_T

LALLALA..
I'm bored.
Chem dah habis! Phew Finally. -XX